The moment Aanya stepped into the Verma mansion, the house felt too quiet—too still—almost as if it already knew she was returning with a shattered heart.

Her parents walked beside her, tense and worried, but Aanya kept her eyes down the entire time.
She didn't want them to see the storm building behind them.

As soon as she reached her room, she entered and shut the door behind her, leaning her forehead against the wood.

The silence inside her room was deafening.

For a moment, she just stood there... frozen... unable to breathe, unable to think.

Then—
her breath cracked.

Her chest tightened painfully.

And everything she had been holding back—
every fear
every confusion
every hurt
every memory of Ishaan's voice begging her to stay—
finally broke free.

She slid down the door, collapsing onto the floor, her knees pulled to her chest.

A sob tore out of her like something ripped straight from her soul.

"Aa—Aanya?" her mother called from outside, but Aanya couldn't answer.

She pressed her palms over her mouth as if trying to silence her own grief, but even then, the sobs forced their way out—
shaking, helpless, uncontrollable.

Tears streamed down her cheeks, falling onto her trembling hands.

"Why..."
Her whisper crumbled.
"Why did this happen to me...?"

She squeezed her eyes shut, but Ishaan's voice echoed inside her head like a cruel memory:

"Please... please don't go."
"I can take your hatred... but not your absence."

Her breath hitched painfully.

She covered her ears, trying desperately to block him out.

"Stop... please stop... don't say this things now..." she whispered to the empty room as if Ishaan were still standing in front of her.

She didn't know what hurt more—
his betrayal for The way he hurt her in the beginning, his cold behavior...
Or now, seeing him break down like this...

Aanya buried her face in her hands and cried harder.

Her mind was chaos.

"Why did you fall in love with him?" she whispered to herself, shaking her head.
"How could you... after everything he did... after everything he broke...?"

She hugged her knees tighter, her whole body trembling.

Her tears wouldn't stop.
Her breath wouldn't steady.
Her heart wouldn't quiet down.
Her mind kept replaying the last few minutes

the desperation in Ishaan's eyes
the way he held her hand
the way his voice cracked when he said don't leave
the way he screamed behind her as she walked out the door.

Every piece of it stabbed her again and again.

She pressed her hand over her chest, feeling the ache pulse beneath her ribs.

"It hurts... it hurts so much..."
Her voice was barely more than a ghost.

She wanted to hate him.
She wanted to forget him.
She wanted to be angry at him.

But all she felt was pain.

Because somewhere along the way—
somewhere between hatred and truth—
she had fallen in love with the same man who had broken her.

And now she didn't know what to do with that love.

She didn't know how to breathe with it.
She didn't know how to survive it.

Her mother knocked again, softer this time.

"Aanya... beta, please open the door."

Aanya wiped her face with shaking hands but didn't stand.

"I just... need a minute..." she whispered hoarsely, though she knew a minute wouldn't be enough.

She lowered her head onto her knees and let the tears fall—
quiet now, but deeper, heavier.

Not just grief.
Not just heartbreak.

But the weight of a love she never expected,
never asked for,
and now didn't know how to live without.

Her room remained silent—
except for the sound of a heart breaking
slowly
softly
utterly.
____

It was already nine in the morning when Ishaan finally stirred. After last night's collapse—after his body had given up under the weight of heartbreak, guilt, and exhaustion—he had drifted into a heavy, dreamless sleep. His breathing had finally steadied, and for a few hours, silence had wrapped itself around him like a reluctant mercy.

The whole mehra mansion was asleep.
Every heart had been shaken the night before; no one had been able to rest, after checking on Ishaan one last time bella, had quietly left. The house felt like it was holding its breath.

But then, at exactly nine, the sharp rays of sunlight slipped through the gap in his curtains and fell directly on his face. His eyelashes fluttered weakly, and after a moment he opened his eyes—confused, blank, as if the world around him was unfamiliar.

And then it hit him.
Like a lightning strike straight to the soul.

Everything from yesterday crashed back into him—every word, every tear, every truth that tore him open. His eyes widened. His body went still.

He looked around.

The room was empty.
Too empty.

There was no Aanya curled on the bed like a starfish, hands and legs thrown in all directions, stealing all the pillows, mumbling in her sleep. The bed looked painfully neat now—cold, untouched, wrong. Except him seating at the edge of the bed.

It felt unnatural to him.

As if the entire room itself was grieving her absence.
As if the walls were mourning quietly, wondering where their real owner had gone.

Her things were still there—exactly the way she had left them.
Nothing had been moved.
Nothing had been touched.
As if she could walk back in any moment... and yet he knew she wouldn't.

Ishaan slowly got up, every step heavy, and walked to her study table.

Her books were still spread across it, messy but full of life—just like her.

His fingers brushed the edge of the book she had been reading recently. It lay open, exactly on the page where she had stopped. He didn't touch it... he simply stared.

It was a dark romance novel.

His gaze fell on the line highlighted on the page, the last thing her eyes had read before everything shattered.

"Real love doesn't always show up with flowers.
Sometimes it arrives as pain,
as fear of losing the one who feels like home.
But even in the dark...
love remembers."

Ishaan's breath trembled.

The words felt like they were written for him.
For her.
For them.

He gently closed his eyes, and the truth burned through him—Aanya's laughter, her stubbornness, her innocence, her chaos, her warmth. Everything in this room screamed her name, yet she wasn't here to answer it.

The silence pressed against his chest.

He swallowed hard as a whisper broke inside him:

I drove her away.
I let the darkness win.

And for the first time since he woke up—
his heart truly understood what emptiness felt. What pain feel.

The door creaked open, breaking the heavy silence of Ishaan's thought trance.
Mrs. Mehra stepped inside, her presence gentle yet firm—like someone holding back a thousand emotions. Ishaan turned his head slightly, just enough to see her in his periphery, and then quickly looked away. He couldn't meet her eyes.

He didn't deserve to.

Mrs. Mehra let out a soft sigh as she walked toward him. Her footsteps were slow, careful, as if she was approaching someone who was already shattered.
But Ishaan still couldn't lift his gaze.
He knew his mother hadn't forgiven him—not yet, maybe not for a long time—for what he had done to Aanya. And somewhere inside, he felt he didn't even deserve forgiveness.

"Come," she said quietly. "Let's have breakfast."

Ishaan shook his head. His voice came out low, hoarse.
"I... I'm not hungry mom."

Mrs. Mehra exhaled again—the kind of sigh that only a mother can give, heavy with both love and disappointment. She didn't argue. Instead, she reached for his hand and gently pulled him toward the bed. He didn't resist. He let her guide him, let her place him down, let her do whatever she needed—because he didn't have the strength to refuse her.

Once he sat down, she stood in front of him.

"Look at me," she said softly.

He didn't.

He couldn't.

How was he supposed to face the one person whose pride he had never wanted to lose?
In his whole life, he had never done anything that made his mother truly disappointed in him. Not once.
But now...

Anger and impulsive rage had pushed him into a mistake so big he felt crushed beneath it. How could he look into her eyes and see that disappointment reflected back at him?

When he still refused, Mrs. Mehra gently cupped his face—both hands warm against his cold cheeks—and lifted his head, making him meet her eyes.

"Tell me honestly," she asked, her voice steady but her gaze piercing straight through him.
"Are you truly guilty for your actions?"

Ishaan's throat tightened. He swallowed hard. Even now, he tried to look away, but she didn't let him.

"Yes, Mom," he whispered.
"I am. I'm... I'm ashamed. I never wanted to hurt anyone—not like that. But I was so blinded by anger that I couldn't think. And then Arav... he suggested I marry Aanya and use that to hurt Aransh. He made it sound right. He made it sound justified. He said—he said if I hurt his sister, Aransh would finally understand the pain he caused us."

His voice trembled as he admitted the ugly truth.

"I trusted him. I trusted his words more than my own sense. And I did everything he said... without thinking what it would do to Aanya."

A long pause settled between them.

Then Mrs. Mehra spoke, her voice softer—gentle but firm.

"I understand your situation, Ishaan. You were broken at that time. And Arav... he took advantage of that.—none of this was Aransh's fault. And it wasn't entirely yours either. The real mistake was that you trusted someone else more than you trusted yourself."

Her thumb brushed his cheek as she continued:

"Sometimes, the people we think are close to us... are the ones who break us in the worst ways. And I think now—you've understood that."

Ishaan lowered his eyes again, but this time only for a moment. He nodded slowly, accepting her words, accepting his pain, accepting the truth.

And for the first time since everything fell apart, he felt something shift inside him—not relief, not forgiveness, but acknowledgment.

For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The silence settled between them—heavy, suffocating, filled with all the words Ishaan didn't know how to say.

Then finally, Mrs. Mehra broke it.

"Ishaan," she said quietly, "do you truly want to accept Aanya... or are you saying all this just because you feel guilty?"

He jerked his head up, eyes wide, desperate.
"No—no, Mom. It's not like that. I really want to accept her. I know I've done wrong. Yes I'm guilty. I'm ashamed of what I became... but that doesn't mean I want Aanya back only to erase my guilt."
His voice cracked painfully.

"I want her because I truly want to give this marriage a chance. I want... us."

Mrs. Mehra looked at him carefully.

"And Bella?" she asked, her tone firm but not accusing.
"You thought she left you. But the truth is different—she never left. And now she's here. Maybe you moved on, Ishaan... but what about her? What about the wrong done to her?"

Ishaan's shoulders slumped. He covered his face for a second before he spoke again.
"I know... I know, Mom. But what was I supposed to do? I didn't have control over myself. I didn't want that things go like this. I didn't want to fall into all of it again."

He swallowed, emotion tightening his throat.
"But Aanya... she tore every wall I had. Every barrier I built. I don't even know when she made a home inside my heart." and bella faded from there.
He looked at his mother with lost, pleading eyes.
"What do I do, Mom?"

Mrs. Mehra asked quietly, "Do you love her?"

A beat.
Then in a trembling whisper—

"Y... yes, Mom. I love her. I really, truly love her."

Mrs. Mehra softened.
"Ok Then bring her back here," she said gently.
"But you will bring her back only after you win her heart. Start again, Ishaan—from the beginning. A clean start. A start without hurt, without pain, without revenge. A start where it's only you and Aanya. If she thinks you're doing all this because of guilt... then prove her wrong. Show her that your love is real. Show her your remorse is real. Show her you're ready to take any punishment—even distance."

Ishaan's eyes lifted, startled, confused, desperate. But before he could speak, she continued:

"If she wants distance... give it to her. If she wants to step back from all this chaos—let her. Let her breathe. Let her come out of all this in her own time. These five months have broken everyone in some way. Slowly, everyone found their path again—Nisha came back to us, Aransh was proven innocent, Nisha and Aransh are together now."

Her voice grew softer, sadder.

"The only ones left scattered... are Aanya and Bella. I just hope Bella finds her footing again."

She paused.
"And Aanya... she suffered the most. Her life's biggest decision was taken without her consent. She was forced into something she never chose. And yet she stood strong. Her trust in her brother never wavered. She spent five months in this house just to find the truth... and to pull you out of the darkness you were drowning in."
Mrs. Mehra's voice broke, even though she tried to hide it.

"Everyone got justice, Ishaan. But she... she lost everything. She came from America with some dreams—dreams that shattered in a single day."

She exhaled deeply.

"She is broken inside. She needs time. And you must respect her decisions. Don't force her anymore."

Ishaan nodded slowly, a tear slipping down his cheek. His voice shook.
"I'm so sorry. So—so sorry for disappointing you."

And before she could react, Ishaan suddenly leaned forward and wrapped his arms around her waist—tight, desperate.
He hid his face in her stomach, gripping her like he was trying to hold on to the last safe thing in his world.

The moment his body touched hers, Mrs. Mehra's entire heart shattered.

Her strong, confident son—who never cried in front of anyone—was shaking like a child in her arms. He was gasping between sobs, fighting to breathe, clinging to her as if he was drowning.

And she... could do nothing.

Nothing but hold him.

Nothing but feel his tears soak through her clothes.

Nothing but watch her son break into pieces she couldn't pick up for him anymore.

"I—I'm so sorry, Mom," he cried, his voice breaking apart.

"Every- evrything is falling apart again. Arav... he was my best friend. How- how could he do this to me? I trusted him like a brother. How could he betray me like this?"
His breath hitched violently as sobs clawed out of his chest.

"Everything is going wrong again, Mom. What do I do? How do I fix any of this? I-i don't know what to do. I—I can't lose anyone else. Please... I'll give Aanya all the space she needs. I won't force her. I- i won't pressure her. But Mo- mom... please talk to her. Please tell her to come back. Please..."

His voice collapsed into a broken whisper.
"I really need her in my life. I- i can't lose her. I already lost everything once... I can't do it again. Please, Mom... please..."

His voice collapsed into a helpless cry.
He wasn't speaking in sentences anymore.
Just fragments.
Sobs.
Pain.

And Mrs. Mehra... she cupped the back of his head, her tears slipping silently as she held him close.

Her heart broke in two—
half for the girl who left in pain,
and half for the boy crying in her arms, drowning in guilt and love and betrayal.

Her son, who always protected others...
was now the one who needed protection.
____

Two weeks later__

Two weeks had crawled by—slow, suffocating, and unbearably silent.
And throughout those days, Ishaan kept the promise he never wanted to make.
He stayed away from Aanya.

Not because he wanted distance...
but because she needed it.

Only he truly understood how violently he was restraining himself.
Every moment without her felt like walking barefoot on broken glass.
Every breath carried the weight of everything he wished he could undo. Every cell in his body wanted to run to her, fall at her feet, apologize, plead, explain—anything just to ease the weight on his chest.

He tried—again and again—to go to her.
To stand before her and confess his mistakes, his helplessness, his love.
But Mrs. Mehra stopped him with a quiet firmness that pierced deeper than anger ever could.

"Ishaan, if you approach her in this shattered state, she will feel forced.
Let her choose with a clear heart. Not out of pressure."

He had folded, but not without tears in his voice.

"Mom, if I don't meet her now... how will I ever tell her what I feel?
How will I ask for forgiveness? Please... let me see her. Just once."

"You will meet her. But not now, Ishaan.
Right now, she needs time—to breathe, to think, to feel.
Give her that."

So he did.
Even though it tore him apart in ways he never allowed anyone to see.

But distance did not mean absence for Ishaan.
He was incapable of staying truly away from her.

Every day, he left the office early without telling a soul.
Every day, he drove to Verma Mansion, careful to remain unseen.
He parked his car far from the gates—at the exact angle where he could see her window.

And then he waited.
In silence.
In longing.
In quiet, desperate devotion.

He would sit there for hours... his eyes fixed on the soft glow coming from her window.
As long as the light was on, hope lived inside him.
He stayed still, barely breathing, almost afraid of disturbing the universe that connected him to her.

Only when the light finally went off—when Aanya surrendered to sleep—did he start his car and drive home.
Each night he returned with the same heavy loneliness lodged in his chest.
Each night he whispered apologies into the darkness, knowing she couldn't hear them.

But he endured it.
For her.
For the chance to mend what he had broken.

He also looked into Aarav's whereabouts and found out that he had already left the country. 

" when arav learned that Ishaan had taken Nisha and Aanya away from his mansion. That was enough for him to understand—
Ishaan knew everything now.

He couldn't face him, not at this moment. He needed time. And he had no backup left anymore; the Divalo Cottage had burned down to ashes. Everything he built was gone.
He would have to start again from scratch.

So he slipped away... quietly, disappearing before anyone could find him. only to come back stronger.

__

Aanya's days were a storm she couldn't escape.

Some nights she cried until her shoulders shook.
Some mornings she woke up feeling hollow, as if her heart had forgotten how to beat properly.
And some moments—tiny, fleeting moments—she felt stronger... only to fall apart again minutes later.

She didn't want to see Ishaan.
She wasn't ready.
But somewhere deep inside her—buried under hurt and confusion—there was a fragile ache, silently hoping he would come to her.
Hold her.
Explain.
Fight for her.

But he didn't come.
And that absence confused her more than anything.

Her thoughts twisted into painful knots.

What did she truly want?
Did she still want Ishaan?
Should she accept him, forgive him, try again...?

But then Arav's words haunted her like a shadow she couldn't escape.
What if Ishaan was only doing all this because of guilt?
What if his sudden tenderness wasn't love... only regret?

She could survive heartbreak—but she couldn't survive being someone's responsibility.

And then... there was Bella.

The guilt seeped into her thoughts like poison.

"If I say yes to Ishaan... then what about Bella? Wouldn't it be wrong?
Should I talk to her? Should I meet her? I owe her something... don't I?"

Questions spun inside her mind like a violent storm.
A storm with thousands of doubts but not a single answer to hold on to.

Only one person had the answers she needed.
Only one person could tell her the truth, calm her fears, give meaning to the chaos inside her.

Ishaan.

But she wasn't ready.
Not to face him.
Not to hear him.
Not yet.

Her heart was fragile, her mind exhausted.

"I just... want to leave everything for a while," she whispered to herself, her voice trembling.
"Just for a little while... I want to breathe."

Her eyes drifted to the small table near the window—and there they were.

A pile of roses.
Bouquets with soft petals now beginning to dry.
Each one paired with a folded note.

For two whole weeks, bouquets had arrived daily at Verma Mansion.
Different roses.
Different notes.
The same sender.

Everyone in the house knew where they came from.
Everyone knew who was sending them.

But no one said a word.
No one influenced her.
They let Aanya decide for herself.

Every evening, a guard arrived with a bouquet.
He handed it to the maid, and the maid placed it directly into Aanya's room.

The first day it had happened, she was confused, almost irritated.
She wanted to refuse the flowers altogether—until she opened the first note.

And the moment she saw his, ishaan handwriting... she froze.

She didn't cry.
She didn't smile.
She didn't react at all.
She simply placed the bouquet on the table quietly.

And after that day, the roses kept coming.
The notes kept coming.

But she didn't read a single one of them.
Not after the first.

Aanya let out a long, tired sigh as she walked toward the table.
Her fingers brushed lightly against the scattered notes, untouched and unopened.

Then her gaze fell on a dried petal—once soft and alive, now fragile and fading.

She picked it up.

The moment the petal touched her skin, Ishaan's voice echoed through her memory.

"You're like a rose, Aanya.
Soft and beautiful on the outside, like these petals...
but sharp and fierce on the inside, like its thorns."

His words wrapped around her heart like an unwelcome warmth.

She swallowed hard, placed the petal back, and stared at the neatly stacked notes.
The paper edges had curled slightly with time, waiting, longing to be opened.

With trembling hands, she pulled out one note from the middle of the pile.

She sat down slowly, the chair creaking under the quiet tension in the room.

Her heart beat louder.
Her breath turned unsteady.

For a long moment, she just sat there, staring at the folded paper—afraid of what it might say, afraid of how it might make her feel.

Then finally...
she opened it.

Note: 1

I'm sorry, Aanya. Not because I lost my temper — but because in that moment, I lost myself... and I hurt the one person I never wanted to hurt.

Her throat tightened.
The words blurred instantly as tears welled in her eyes.
Her grip trembled, and a single tear slipped down her cheek before she could stop it.

 With trembling hands she open second note. 

"If regret had a voice, it would sound like my heartbeat — restless, guilty, begging for forgiveness."

Her lashes fluttered.
A quiet, broken sound escaped her—a breath, a sob, something in between.
She wiped her cheek roughly but the tears didn't stop.

With shaking fingers, she picked up the third note.

"You deserved gentleness, and I gave you pain. For that, I'll carry shame longer than you'll ever know."

Her hand flew to her chest as if to protect herself from the impact.
Her heart twisted painfully—because she had longed to hear this.
Longed for him to understand the depth of what he had done.
Her tears fell faster now, touching the edge of the paper like tiny marks of grief.

She reached for the next one before she could convince herself to stop.

"I'm not asking for a second chance. I'm asking for the chance to heal the wound I created."

Her breath shook.
She shut her eyes tightly.

she picked up the fifth note.

"Some mistakes leave scars permanently. I promise I will never let mine become a reason for yours."

Aanya exhaled slowly—painfully—like someone releasing a memory they were scared to remember.

She didn't stop.

"I'm sorry for the way I made you feel, but I'm more sorry that you had to feel it because of me."

Her lips parted in a small, wounded breath.
Every apology opened a door she had locked tightly.
Every line pulled her deeper into the ache she had buried for two weeks.

"If time could bend for me, I'd go back to the moment I broke you — and hold you instead."

For a moment, she felt the ghost of his arms around her—warm, protective, fragile.

She reached for the eighth note with trembling hands

"You are not obligated to forgive me. But I am obligated to keep apologizing until I become someone worthy of your forgiveness."

Her breath hitched.
This one struck deep — not because it begged, but because it didn't.
It offered accountability, not excuses.

She wiped her cheek with the back of her hand, already reaching for the next

"You don't owe me a response. I owe you every ounce of accountability."

For the first time, she felt the weight of his remorse without feeling forced by it.

She opened the tenth note.

"Hurting you was the moment I realized what love should never be. I'm learning, slowly... painfully... for you."

She didn't wait long before opening the eleventh.

"If distance is what you need, I'll give you the entire world. But my heart will remain right where you left it — with you."

Her tears spilled anew—not broken this time, but overwhelmed.

She lifted the twelfth note with shaky breaths.

I am sorry for every tear you wiped alone. You should have never faced your darkness because of mine."

She let out a soft, cracked sob.
This one shattered her.

She took the thirteenth note. 

"I'm sorry for every tear you shade becuse of me."

This note feels like someone finally saw her loneliness.

And then she picked up the last note.

I am sorry, Aanya...
for everything i did with you —  for becoming the kind of man you needed to walk away from.
I will spend every day becoming better than the man who hurt you."

Her whole body stilled.

Then the tears fell—quiet, unstoppable, overwhelming.

She held the note to her chest, her shoulders trembling as the truth sank in:

He wasn't trying to win her back.
He wasn't begging.
He wasn't forcing.

He was finally... truly... understanding.

Aanya lowered her face into her hands and cried—
not just from pain,
not just from heartbreak,
but from the weight of finally being seen
and the terrifying possibility
that she might still love him.

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