was tired. Not the kind of tired sleep could fix, but the kind that settled in the chest and refused to leave. Still, beneath that exhaustion, there was a strange sense of calm. A quiet relief she didnβt fully understand yet.
It felt like escape.
Not because she was imprisoned hereβno, the Rajput haveli had never locked its doors on her. She wasnβt caged. She could walk out anytime.
But having the right to leave and having the choice to leave were two very different things.
She had always known that.
If she wanted to, she could fight. She had the words, the spine, the courage. She could answer back to anyoneβrelatives, elders, society. None of that scared her.
But her mother?
Her grandparents?
No. Never them.
Not because she was afraid of themβ
but because she understood consequences better than rebellion.
If she spoke up, the storm would not fall on her.
It would fall on her mother.
The accusations would come, sharp and familiar.
She didnβt raise her properly.
You gave her too much freedom.
Girls become like this when you let them live like boys.
Sheβs exactly like her fatherβreckless, shameless, unconcerned with family honor.
The same tired, poisonous lines. Repeated until they bruised.
And Kiara could never allow that.
She could endure discomfort. She could swallow anger. But she would not be the reason her mother was humiliated or her fatherβs character questioned. She knew how easily her grandparents turned disappointment into crueltyβhow quickly love became a weapon.
So she chose silence.
Again.
And again.
And again.
When they told her to study business, she did.
Even though she wanted to dance.
Even though her body understood rhythm better than balance sheets.
When they told her to join the family business, she obeyed.
Even though she dreamed of opening her own dance academyβsunlit rooms, mirrored walls, freedom stitched into every step.
And nowβ
They wanted her to marry Donato Romano.
So she would.
Not because she had chosen him.
But because refusing wasnβt truly an option.
If she said no, tomorrow her grandmother would find someone else. Someone like them. Someone safe. Someone traditional. Someone who would turn her life into a smaller, tighter version of this same suffocation.
And if her life turned unbearable there tooβ
No.
She didnβt want to imagine that future.
Standing before the mirror, Kiara slowly removed her jewelry. Each piece felt like a role being set asideβdaughter, granddaughter, bride.
She met her own eyes.
At least this way⦠she thought.
Donato and his family were not bad people. In fact, they were far better than the Rajputs had ever been to her. There was space in them. Respect. Choice.
If she didnβt marry Donato, someone else would be chosen for her anywayβ
and that someone might not give her even this much breathing room.
Her fingers paused at her necklace.
No, she told herself firmly.
I am glad Mrs. Aravi brought this proposal.
She had been scared in the beginningβterrified, actually. A foreign family. A man she didnβt know. A future written too fast.
But after meeting Mr. Romanoβ¦ after talking to him, watching the way he listened, the way he never interrupted or imposedβ
She had understood something crucial.
They were good people.
And most importantlyβ
They would never force her to be someone she wasnβt.
That mattered.
More than anyone would ever know.
As she placed the last piece of jewelry on the table, Kiara closed her eyes and breathed out slowly.
This wasnβt freedom.
But it was the closest thing to it she had ever been offered.
And for nowβ
That was enough
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