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14.

After setting the final brush aside, Ayaan began packing his painting essentials with practiced care. Each brush was wiped clean, wrapped gently, treated less like a tool and more like a quiet companion that had shared his silences. When everything was in order, he pulled open the drawer beneath the table to put the brushes awayโ€”and there it was.

The badge.

His fingers stilled around it.

For a moment, he simply looked at it, the polished wood catching the light. He lifted his gaze toward Dua. She stood a few steps away, absorbed in his sketchbook, slowly turning pages as if she were touching pieces of his soul without even knowing it. A soft smile curved Ayaan's lips. Thisโ€”this was the right moment.

He closed the drawer, the badge hidden in his palm, and walked toward her.

Dua looked up when his shadow fell across the page. "What happened?" she asked, sensing something in his expression.

"Close your eyes," Ayaan said.

The sudden request caught her off guard. "Huh?"

"Dua, just close your eyes," he insisted, a faint whine slipping into his voice despite himself.

"But why, Ayaan?" she asked, suspicious yet curious.

"Please," he said quietly. "I want to show you something."

She studied his face for a second, then nodded. "Okay."

Her lashes fluttered shut.

Ayaan's smile deepened. He reached for her hand, gently turning her palm upward, careful as if she were made of something fragile and rare. He placed the badge in her hand, his fingers brushing hers for the briefest moment.

"You can open your eyes now," he said, his voice carrying a boyish excitement he couldn't hide.

Dua felt something solid, smooth against her skin. As her eyes opened, her breath caught. Her name stared back at her.

DR. DUA HASHIM

Her eyes widened. For a second, she couldn't even speak. She turned the badge slowly, taking in every detail, every carved letter. "Wow, Ayaan," she whispered, awe filling her voice. "It's so beautiful. Did you make this?"

He nodded, suddenly shy, scratching the back of his neck. "Yes. You completed your graduation, so I wanted to give you something. And then I thoughtโ€”what could be better than a badge with your name on it?"

He hesitated. "How is it?" he asked softly.

"It's amazing," Dua said immediately. Her fingers curled around it as if she were afraid it might disappear. "This is the best gift I've ever received. Thank you so much." She hugged the badge to her chest, smiling through the swell of emotion rising inside her. "You always surprise me in the best ways," she added. Then her smile faltered slightly. "And look at meโ€”I didn't even give you your birthday gift. I feel bad now."

Ayaan's eyes lit up with mischief. "Well, if you feel that bad," he said, "you can do one thing for me."

"Really?" she asked. "What? Tell me. I'll do anything to make my friend happy."

"Then come with me," he said simply.

"Where?" she asked.

"To the market," he replied. "I've run out of some painting essentials. Let's buy them together." He paused. "How long is Dadi staying?"

"Maybe till afternoon," Dua answered.

"That's perfect," he said with a grin. "We'll go, buy what I need, and come back before it's time for you to leave."

Dua hesitated for a moment, her fingers tightening around the badge. Then she nodded.
"Okay. Let's go."

Ayaan disappeared briefly to freshen up, returning with a jacket slung over his shoulder, his mood unmistakably lighter. Side by side, two hearts quietly beating in the same rhythm, unaware that this small, ordinary moment would one day be remembered as something far greater
_____

They went downstairs together, their steps light, unhurried. Dua first went to her grandmother, who was seated in the drawing room, engaged in conversation. Leaning slightly, Dua informed her softly that she was going to the nearby mall with Ayaan. Her grandmother looked up, studied their faces for a moment, then smiledโ€”the kind of smile that carried trust rather than permission.

"Go," she said gently. "Just be back before afternoon."

Dua nodded, relief warming her chest.

From a distance, Ayaan's mother watched the exchange. Nothing was said, yet something stirred uneasily within her. She couldn't quite place it, but the ease with which Ayaan stood beside Duaโ€”the quiet comfort, the absence of resistanceโ€”troubled her. He never questioned Dua's presence. Never objected. Never raised his voice. And yet, when Sahar had entered his room, he had reacted like a storm.

Why is he so comfortable with Dua... and not with Sahar? she wondered. The thought lingered only briefly before she brushed it aside, convincing herself she was overthinking.

Ayaan and Dua stepped out of the haveli and headed toward the nearby mall. The world outside felt brighter, louder, more alive. Inside the mall, cool air wrapped around them, carrying the mixed scents of coffee, perfume, and new fabric. Ayaan walked slightly ahead, listing the things he neededโ€”canvases, brushes, pigmentsโ€”while Dua followed, amused by how serious he looked when it came to his art.

They moved from one store to another, pausing, comparing, debating. Dua picked up a set of brushes and held them up. "These are better," she said confidently. "The grip looks more comfortable."

Ayaan raised an eyebrow. "Since when did you become an expert?"

She smiled. "Since I started watching you paint."

That answer quieted him for a moment. He took the brushes from her hand, examining them, then nodded. "Okay. We'll take these."

At another store, Ayaan hesitated between two shades of blue. Dua stepped closer, pointing at one. "This one," she said. "It feels calmer. Like the sky just before sunset."

He looked at her, then at the color, and smiled. "You always choose the right one."

They laughed, shared glances, brushed hands accidentallyโ€”small moments that felt bigger than they appeared. By the time they were done, a little over half an hour had passed, and their shopping bags were full.

As they exited the mall, sunlight greeted them again. That was when Ayaan suddenly stopped. "Wait," he said, his eyes lighting up.

Before Dua could ask what, he caught her wrist gently and tugged her toward the corner of the street. A small pani puri stall stood there, surrounded by chatter and clinking steel bowls.

"Seriously?" Dua asked, surprised.

"Very seriously," Ayaan replied. "This is important."

They stood side by side, plates in hand. Dua took a bite, her eyes widening as the flavors burst across her tongue. "Okay," she admitted, laughing. "This is really good."

Ayaan watched her, amused, pleased, as if her smile was a reward in itself. They ate, talked, laughedโ€”carefree, present, unaware of time slipping by.

Unaware, too, of the eyes watching them from a distance.

Theย  figures stood still, observing every smile, every shared glance. Their expressions were unreadable, but intent burned clearly within them. Whatever storm was gatheringโ€”whatever consequences were being wovenโ€”it was known only to those silent watchers.

And Ayaan and Dua, lost in their fragile happiness, had no idea what was coming.

____

Mrs. Hashim entered the house with sharp, impatient steps, the door closing behind her with more force than necessary. The familiar walls did nothing to calm herโ€”if anything, her irritation deepened, spreading like a slow-burning fire in her chest. Her lips moved as she muttered to herself, each word edged with bitterness, each thought feeding the next.

"So this is what she does in the name of the haveli," she scoffed under her breath. "Laughing, roaming around in market with that Shah prince as if the world belongs to her."

Her hands tightened around the edge of her dupatta as she walked further inside. The image refused to leave her mindโ€”Dua standing beside Ayaan, smiling too freely, looking too comfortable. To Mrs. Hashim, that comfort looked like defiance.

"I knew it," she whispered, her voice low but venomous. "I knew something was going on between those two."

She stopped in the middle of the room, breathing hard, as if the weight of her thoughts had suddenly become too heavy to carry. Her prideโ€”fragile and fiercely guardedโ€”felt threatened. In her world, reputation was everything, and a girl's freedom was always seen as a liability, never an achievement.

"I'll have to tell Sana's abbu," she decided firmly, her tone turning cold and resolved. "The sooner, the better."

Her eyes hardened as the plan took shape in her mind.

"This girl needs to be married off and sent away from here as quickly as possible," she continued to herself. "Otherwise, she'll drag us through the streets of shame. People will talk. They always do."

She clenched her jaw, anger mixing with fearโ€”fear of society, fear of whispers, fear of losing control. In her desperation to protect her own standing, she failed to see the quiet cruelty of her thoughts: that in trying to secure her world, she was willing to cage someone else's dreams.

Unaware, perhaps unwilling to understand, that the very act she believed would restore honor would instead become the beginning of another girl's heartbreak.

___

Dua and her grandmother returned home as the afternoon slowly leaned toward evening. The house felt familiar, yet something in the air had shifted. From the moment Dua stepped inside, she could feel itโ€”the sharp, silent weight of her stepmother's gaze. It followed her movements without a word, cold and judging, lingering just long enough to make Dua aware of her presence, and then withdrawing into deliberate neglect. No greeting. No question. Only distance.

Dua said nothing. She never did.

Time moved on quietly. As dusk settled, the sound of the front door announced the return of her abbu and Saad. Since Saad's exams were over and his vacations had begun, he had started accompanying his father to the factoryโ€”eager, energetic, and proud to stand beside him. That evening, Saad walked in carrying a transparent politheen with paper piled high with fresh, golden samosas, their warmth still rising in the air. He handed the politheen to Dua with a grin, and she took it from him automatically, a soft smile touching her lips.

She noticed the bag in her abbu's hand thenโ€”a simple paper bagโ€”but she didn't ask. She never rushed questions where her father was concerned.

Without a word, she walked into the kitchen and began preparing tea. Her movements were quiet, practiced, almost meditative. Water boiled. Cups were arranged. The samosas were placed neatly on a tray. When everything was ready, she lifted the tray and walked into the living area where her abbu, Saad, her dadi, and Sana were seated, the television murmuring softly in the background. Her stepmother was absent, locked away in her room, as always.

Dua placed the tray on the center table and handed tea to everyone, one by one. Then she sat beside Saad, holding her own cup between her hands. That was when her father picked up the bag he had been carrying and extended it toward her.

Dua looked at it, puzzled. "What is this, Abbu?" she asked gently.

A smile softened Mr. Hashim's face. "This is your reward, my daughter," he said. "You've achieved such a big milestone in your education. A gift is the least you deserve."

Dua's breath caughtโ€”not in disbelief, but in emotion. She carefully opened the bag and pulled out what was inside: a beautifully stitched pastel-colored suit, elegant and soft, along with a delicate pashmina shawl folded neatly beneath it. Her eyes widened, shining.

"Abbu... this is so beautiful," she said, her voice thick with gratitude. "Thank you so much."

"You like it?" Mr. Hashim asked, watching her closely.

"Yes, Abbu, it's perfect," she replied at once. "I'll wear this on my first day of internship."

Laughter rippled through the room at her announcement. Saad teased her, Sana smiled proudly, and her dadi's eyes glistened with quiet joy.

"And do you know," Dua added, turning back to her father, "I've been thinking of buying something like this for so long. You're the best, Abbu."

She leaned forward and hugged him tightly. Mr. Hashim placed his hand on her head, patting it gently, his voice warm and steady. "Just stay happy like this," he said. "That's all I want."

From the doorway of the kitchen, unseen by them, her stepmother stood watching. Her eyes were sharp, calculating, stripped of warmth. The laughter in the room grated against her nerves, the affection felt undeserved in her eyes.

"You don't even know what your precious daughter is up to," she muttered silently to herself. "That's why you've placed her on a pedestal." Her lips curled into a faint, bitter smile.

"Once you find out the truth about her actions," she continued inwardly, "then we'll see how long she remains your beloved daughter."

With that thought, she turned away, carrying her resentment back into the shadows of her roomโ€”unaware that the love she despised was the very thing that gave Dua the strength to keep standing.

___

Night had settled over the Hashim house, quiet and heavy, the kind of silence that carried unspoken intentions. In the bedroom, Yusra sat on the edge of the bed, her dupatta loosely draped over her shoulders, fingers twisting the fabric again and again. Junaid had just returned from washing his hands and was settling into his chair with a tired sigh, unaware that the calm of the night was about to be disturbed.

Yusra broke the silence.

"Junaid," she said, her tone sharp with restrained urgency, "we need to talk about Dua."

Junaid looked up at once. The name alone was enough to put him on alert. "What about her now?" he asked cautiously.

Yusra stood up, pacing the room as if her thoughts refused to stay still. "That girl is growing too independent," she said. "Too confident. Today again she went to the haveli. And not just thatโ€”she was roaming around the market with that Shah boy."

Junaid frowned. "Which Shah boy?"

"Ayaan," Yusra replied instantly, irritation flashing in her eyes. "The Shah family's son. Rich, artistic, always around her. Don't tell me you don't see it."

Junaid was silent for a moment, processing her words. Then he sighed. "Yusra, Dua is an adult now. She's completed her studies. Going out with her grandmother or buying things from the market isn't a crime."

"That's exactly the problem," Yusra snapped. "She's not behaving like a girl who remembers her limits. People talk, Junaid. Society doesn't forgive so easily. If tongues start wagging, it won't be just her name dragged through the dirtโ€”it will be ours too."

Junaid leaned back, rubbing his forehead. "So what do you want?"

Yusra stopped pacing and turned toward him, her eyes cold, resolved. "We should think about her marriage. Seriously. As soon as possible."

Junaid straightened. "Marriage? Now? Her internship hasn't even started properly."

"That's precisely why now," Yusra replied firmly. "Before she flies too high. Before she starts thinking she can live life on her own terms. Once she's married, her responsibilities will change. Her focus will change."

"And what about her dreams?" Junaid asked quietly. "She worked very hard to become a doctor."

Yusra let out a short, humorless laugh. "Dreams don't feed families, Junaid. Marriage gives security. Respect. A place in society. She can do her internship after marriage tooโ€”if her in-laws allow it."

Junaid studied his wife's face, trying to read what lay beneath her words. "You're in a hurry," he said slowly. "Why?"

Yusra hesitated for half a secondโ€”just enough to be noticeableโ€”then replied, "Because I don't want any scandal attached to this house. That girl doesn't realize how dangerous freedom can be for someone like her."

Junaid looked away, conflicted. "Have you even asked her what she wants?"

Yusra's lips tightened. "She doesn't know what's good for her," she said. "And honestly, Junaid, we've already done more than enough. We raised her, educated her. Now it's time to settle her."

A long silence stretched between them.

Finally, Junaid spoke, his voice heavy. "Do you have someone in mind?"

Yusra's eyes flickeredโ€”not with doubt, but calculation. "I'm thinking," she said carefully. "I'll ask around. There are respectable families looking for educated girls. Doctors are valued."

Junaid nodded slowly, though unease lingered in his chest. "Just... don't rush into anything," he said. "She's still young."

Yusra turned away, her expression hardening as she looked toward the dark window.
"Young girls need decisions made for them," she replied coldly. "Before they make mistakes of their own."

Unaware of the quiet storm being plotted in that room, Dua slept peacefully elsewhere in the houseโ€”dreaming of hospital corridors, white coats, and a future she believed was finally within reach.

___

Late evening wrapped Shah Haveli in a soft hush. The corridors, usually alive with voices, now echoed only with the distant tick of an old clock and the muted sounds of the city beyond the walls. Ayaan was back in his room, the familiar sanctuary that carried the scent of paint, paper, and quiet resolve.

He stood near his desk, carefully placing the remaining brushes back into their holder, his movements slow, thoughtful. The day replayed itself in fragmentsโ€”Dua's laughter at the mall, the way she scrunched her nose while eating pani puri, her unguarded smile when she held the wooden badge in her hands. Each memory settled in his chest like warmth, comforting and dangerous at the same time.

He sat down on the edge of his bed, elbows resting on his knees, fingers laced together. "She looked happy today," he murmured to himself. That happiness mattered more to him than he wanted to admit.

His gaze drifted to the completed painting now resting against the wall. The sculpture with the smiling face and hidden sadness stared back at him, almost accusingly. Ayaan stood up and walked toward it, tilting his head slightly as if seeing it for the first time. Dua's words echoed in his mindโ€”the way she had spoken about the smile that existed only to protect wounds no one else was allowed to see.

"She understood it," he whispered. "Of course she did."

Only Dua ever did.

A soft knock sounded at the door before it opened slightly. Hamza peeked in, already smiling as if he knew exactly what was going on inside Ayaan's head.

"So," Hamza said lightly, stepping in, "market trip, pani puri, long walk. Successful day?"

Ayaan shot him a warning look. "You follow me now?"

Hamza laughed. "The whole haveli knows when you're happy. You don't even try to hide it."

Ayaan didn't deny it. He leaned back against the table, crossing his arms. "She's starting her internship soon," he said instead, his tone quieter. "Everything's changing."

Hamza's smile softened. "Change isn't always bad."

"For her, it's good," Ayaan replied immediately. "She worked her whole life for this... He paused, searching for the right words. "I just don't want to become a problem in her life."

Hamza studied him carefully. "You're afraid."

Ayaan let out a breath, something between a laugh and a sigh. "Yeah. I am. Because I know her house isn't easy. Because I know people talk. And because the more I care, the more power the world gets to hurt her."

Hamza nodded slowly. "Then be careful. But don't disappear. Dua isn't someone who needs savingโ€”but she does need people who stand beside her."

After Hamza left, the room fell silent again.

Ayaan reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out his phone. His thumb hovered over her name. For a moment, he hesitatedโ€”then typed.

Did you reach home safely?

The reply came quicker than he expected.

Yes. Dadi is already asleep. Today was... nice. Thank you.

Ayaan smiled, a real one this time, the kind that reached his eyes.

He typed again, then erased the message, then typed once more.

Rest well, future doctor. Big days ahead.

He placed the phone face-down on the bed and lay back, staring at the ceiling. Outside, the moon hung quietly in the sky, unaware of plans, fears, and promises forming beneath it.

Ayaan closed his eyes, holding on to one steady thought as sleep finally claimed himโ€”No matter how complicated the road became, he would walk it carefully. For Dua.

___

That night, in different houses and behind different doors, the same name lived in many minds.

Dua.

For Dua herself, the future finally felt close enough to touch. She lay awake, staring at the ceiling of her room, her heart light despite the exhaustion in her bones. Internship. Hospital corridors. Her own name stitched onto a coat. For the first time, the road ahead seemed clear. She believedโ€”truly believedโ€”that if she took just one more step forward, her dream would no longer be a dream but her life. She did not know that while she planned her future, others were quietly planning over it.

In another room, her parents sat with very different thoughts. Conversations were being shaped around duty, reputation, and what society would say. For them, Dua's education felt completeโ€”finished, wrapped up neatly, ready to be followed by marriage. They convinced themselves it was for her good, that settling her life was the final responsibility left in their hands. They did not see her dreams as fragile wings, only as something that could be folded away once their work was done.

And then there was Ayaan.

In the quiet of Shah Haveli, he stared at the dark ceiling, the weight of unspoken words pressing heavily on his chest. He kept telling himself to waitโ€”for the right moment, the right time, the right silence where his truth would not hurt her. He imagined a future where he would finally say her name the way his heart did, without fear. He believed that time was on his side, that life would pause long enough to let him speak.

He did not know that some good times never arrive. That some feelings remain trapped in the chest, unconfessed, unclaimed. That love, when delayed too long, sometimes turns into regret.

Three paths. One name. Three intentions moving toward the same girlโ€”each pulling in a different direction. And while everyone thought they were doing what was best, fate had already begun to close doors.

Slowly. Quietly.
Without asking anyone's permission.

Thank you ๐Ÿ˜Š


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